Thursday, December 31, 2009
Last Post '09 99th blogpost Of 'O9
I began the year, all at sea, broke, barely-working, living in a weird part of town.
I began the year beginning this blog.
I began the year finishing up 2666. And having nightmares.
And thereby, after thinking hard on it, I devoted myself to forging an equally ambitious, sloppily elegant beast. Or two of them. And convincing myself every day that it is important.
That the stories I tell myself will be ones that people will want to read. And that will be important too.
Learned much this year from reading Carson McCullers, Samuel Delany, John Berger, Stephen Elliott, Paul Bowles, Carol Queen, Iris Murdoch and Steve Erickson, among others.
A couple books I didn't get around to talking about that I read this year, books that are almost too difficult, too "transgressive" to comment on (actually I was just lazy):
The Leather Daddy And The Femme by Carol Queen
334 by Thomas M. Disch
Evil Companions by Michael Perkins
And now, as I slip into what calls itself 2010, I'll have one more big, monster of a book I'm going to be starting.
Clocking in at about 1300 pages, and verifiably a neglected novel, if not a neglected masterpiece: Women And Men by Joseph McElroy.
Besides that there is the usual list of things for the new year:
finishing the first novel
submitting more stories and essays
expand my cooking repertoire
that one yoga class
that one horticulture class (actually signed up for)
exploring and documenting
a trip? camping?
health. . .
savings. . .
fellowships. . .
propagating useful fictions
making play in the ruins.
good night 09!